Sunday, November 29, 2009
Hello people and... What’s left of my blog.
I think everyone’s been through dark times before. You know, like you’re stuck and don’t know what to do. Yeah, I’m kinda going through that period now.
Loads of issues, school, relationships, inadequacy... I don’t know, been acting weird lately. Haven’t been going to church too.
So I’ve been thinking... I can’t really maintain this blog anymore. Maybe I’ll start posting again sometime in the future. I don’t know how long... but I’ve got a good feeling that when I see this blog again, things will be real different.
So I wanna do a final post before I say goodbye to my blog, ever since it began at 2006. If you’ve read most of my posts, you’ll know that there’s different types of em. Humor, report, diary, religion.
This post will be about religion (Christianity), diary, and reports. I’m not sure how to combine humor with this one.
~Atlantian Diaries~
Dear diary, ever since I started writing to you three years ago, I find that I’ve changed a lot. Physically, spiritually, and mentally. But for sanity’s sake, I shall not emphasize the ‘physical’ part.
Friends come and go I guess. There are some whom I doubt I’ll be able to meet again. And even some who I still can’t forgive. And some who’ll go in the future. But I’m glad I met them. All of them.
Lesson 1
Being under Farvision can be kinda scary. He’s an awesome teacher and a really good brother to me. He also knows that people, except for a really small amount, are proud and full of themselves. Those that seem humble are just skilled at masking pride. So you can see how many times I got my butt kicked when I tried to hide my pride.
But it has its advantages. I’m able to see people trying to mask their pride. The drawback of this is that I find it hard to get close (both physically and emotionally) to people like that. And everyone is like that. So you see the point.
Humility is not about making yourself small, acknowledging your inferiority, or making yourself helpless. It is about standing tall, but admitting that your achievements aren’t yours.
Lesson 2
In the past few years, I’ve ever only had one boy-girl-relationship. Well, maybe 0.5 of it.
It did not turn out ok, and well, I haven’t forgotten about it. I doubt I will, though I hope I do. There’s this rage that rises each time I think back about it. Maybe I just can’t forgive easily. But for now, it’s in the past, and I don’t want to point fingers. Also, having that special someone right now helps to ease the anger. I’m really thankful for that.
Anyway, back to the point.
Don’t play games during a relationship. I meant the courtship-type of relationship. People who do this (aka – Manipulating to get what you want) usually end up playing this game for the rest of their lives.
I’ve realised the importance of that, and try not to manipulate anymore. Though it Really.Is.Freakin.Hard. But I’m confident that both my gf and I won’t play each other with a lil perseverance.
Lesson 3, and probably the most important lesson
This one kinda shocked me. I learnt that I’m not hearing the words that God wants me to hear. Like the Sabbath is not on the Sunday of each week, and that Jesus wasn’t born on Christmas, and parts of the Bible are missing. Chapters from Psalms, the Book of Nicodemus (which actually comes after the Book of revelations), and the book of Mary the prostitute.
To explain a bit more, Christmas originated from the named Christ Mass, the day when the court is closed and pagans are allowed to murder, loot, fornicate without paying for their crimes. The Bible does not state when Jesus was born, but it did state that He was born nowhere near winter time. The Roman Catholic decided to merge Christ Mass with Jesus’ birth to gain popularity of the religion, which ended up with Christmas being grossly confused as a holy holiday.
And as an add-on, the 12 days of Christmas are when Pagans burn a yew log, sacrificing a human or an animal each day to the fertility goddess, Baal and some others. I don’t really know what. That’s where you got your 12 days of Christmas and the Yew logs. There’s a lot behind the mistletoe, and why people kiss beneath it, and the decoration of the Christmas tree. But I won’t explain it here, gotta get back to the point.
My point is, are we really hearing the Words of the Lord? We are living under Roman rule, and they’ve altered God’s instructions and words. Our Bible for example, is not the original Bible. The original is called ‘Taura’ (A Jew word) I believe (Though I can’t confirm it).
How do we search for the correct words that God himself meant to tell us?
As an add-on again, the Bible does say that one day, the world would follow one false religion. And to state my point of view, this false religion isn’t something like worshipping fertility gods like Baal or Moloch. I think it’s much closer to Christianity. Maybe it has the teachings of Christianity, but has been altered to trick us. I don’t know what will happen in future, I don’t even know what’s happening now.
And as I come to the end of my last post, I wish to tell you, dear readers, that I’m really thankful that you took the time and trouble to read my blog. And I want to end the post with these last words.
The Light of God is really much harder to find. But never give up on it. Keep your eyes open, my friends.
Till we meet again.
Secondvision
I think everyone’s been through dark times before. You know, like you’re stuck and don’t know what to do. Yeah, I’m kinda going through that period now.
Loads of issues, school, relationships, inadequacy... I don’t know, been acting weird lately. Haven’t been going to church too.
So I’ve been thinking... I can’t really maintain this blog anymore. Maybe I’ll start posting again sometime in the future. I don’t know how long... but I’ve got a good feeling that when I see this blog again, things will be real different.
So I wanna do a final post before I say goodbye to my blog, ever since it began at 2006. If you’ve read most of my posts, you’ll know that there’s different types of em. Humor, report, diary, religion.
This post will be about religion (Christianity), diary, and reports. I’m not sure how to combine humor with this one.
~Atlantian Diaries~
Dear diary, ever since I started writing to you three years ago, I find that I’ve changed a lot. Physically, spiritually, and mentally. But for sanity’s sake, I shall not emphasize the ‘physical’ part.
Friends come and go I guess. There are some whom I doubt I’ll be able to meet again. And even some who I still can’t forgive. And some who’ll go in the future. But I’m glad I met them. All of them.
Lesson 1
Being under Farvision can be kinda scary. He’s an awesome teacher and a really good brother to me. He also knows that people, except for a really small amount, are proud and full of themselves. Those that seem humble are just skilled at masking pride. So you can see how many times I got my butt kicked when I tried to hide my pride.
But it has its advantages. I’m able to see people trying to mask their pride. The drawback of this is that I find it hard to get close (both physically and emotionally) to people like that. And everyone is like that. So you see the point.
Humility is not about making yourself small, acknowledging your inferiority, or making yourself helpless. It is about standing tall, but admitting that your achievements aren’t yours.
Lesson 2
In the past few years, I’ve ever only had one boy-girl-relationship. Well, maybe 0.5 of it.
It did not turn out ok, and well, I haven’t forgotten about it. I doubt I will, though I hope I do. There’s this rage that rises each time I think back about it. Maybe I just can’t forgive easily. But for now, it’s in the past, and I don’t want to point fingers. Also, having that special someone right now helps to ease the anger. I’m really thankful for that.
Anyway, back to the point.
Don’t play games during a relationship. I meant the courtship-type of relationship. People who do this (aka – Manipulating to get what you want) usually end up playing this game for the rest of their lives.
I’ve realised the importance of that, and try not to manipulate anymore. Though it Really.Is.Freakin.Hard. But I’m confident that both my gf and I won’t play each other with a lil perseverance.
Lesson 3, and probably the most important lesson
This one kinda shocked me. I learnt that I’m not hearing the words that God wants me to hear. Like the Sabbath is not on the Sunday of each week, and that Jesus wasn’t born on Christmas, and parts of the Bible are missing. Chapters from Psalms, the Book of Nicodemus (which actually comes after the Book of revelations), and the book of Mary the prostitute.
To explain a bit more, Christmas originated from the named Christ Mass, the day when the court is closed and pagans are allowed to murder, loot, fornicate without paying for their crimes. The Bible does not state when Jesus was born, but it did state that He was born nowhere near winter time. The Roman Catholic decided to merge Christ Mass with Jesus’ birth to gain popularity of the religion, which ended up with Christmas being grossly confused as a holy holiday.
And as an add-on, the 12 days of Christmas are when Pagans burn a yew log, sacrificing a human or an animal each day to the fertility goddess, Baal and some others. I don’t really know what. That’s where you got your 12 days of Christmas and the Yew logs. There’s a lot behind the mistletoe, and why people kiss beneath it, and the decoration of the Christmas tree. But I won’t explain it here, gotta get back to the point.
My point is, are we really hearing the Words of the Lord? We are living under Roman rule, and they’ve altered God’s instructions and words. Our Bible for example, is not the original Bible. The original is called ‘Taura’ (A Jew word) I believe (Though I can’t confirm it).
How do we search for the correct words that God himself meant to tell us?
As an add-on again, the Bible does say that one day, the world would follow one false religion. And to state my point of view, this false religion isn’t something like worshipping fertility gods like Baal or Moloch. I think it’s much closer to Christianity. Maybe it has the teachings of Christianity, but has been altered to trick us. I don’t know what will happen in future, I don’t even know what’s happening now.
And as I come to the end of my last post, I wish to tell you, dear readers, that I’m really thankful that you took the time and trouble to read my blog. And I want to end the post with these last words.
The Light of God is really much harder to find. But never give up on it. Keep your eyes open, my friends.
Till we meet again.
Secondvision
Labels: Atlantian diaries
Farren Atlantis Praises The Lord At 1:52 AM
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Long time no post!
Cos i usually post only to procrasinate from studying or doing homework...
But heck, its a week left to school so i'll post.
Oh and By The Way...
I'm not really into the social network online except for msn and blogger.
Like Netlog, Myspace, flixster, twatter (huhuhuhuhuh), i did use facebook before, but i'm not using it now, so I most probably won't accept friend request or other stuffs.
Anyway,
First of all!
Dear, all the best in taking that paper!
I know you'll get good grades. But if you don't, I just want you to know that...
Its not my fault!
...
And its not your fault either. So don't beat yourself up like you did the last time ok?
I'll be honest here. It hurts me to see you in despair and not being able to help.
Gpa and grades aren't actually that important.
To me it comes third. Money comes second! (Sarcasm)
But the thing that comes the first is that you didn't boast about it. (Either outrightly or in a subtle manner. Lots of my female friends does just that. And they think people can't see through it. Sheesh.)
Anyway, try your best ok!
Oh and I passed my Final Theory Test!
You know, at the end of the test, they'd grade you on the spot, and its either a PASS or a FAIL.
I got a PASS!
But it shouldn't have said PASS.
It should be more like OMGWTFBBQ YOU PASSED, YOUR SOOO GOOD, I'M NOT WORTHY!
But hey! I passed!
(And yes, i'm boasting outright. But its for the greater good you know... Preserve the environment and all that crap. Remember to recycle paper though)
And finally, to you, the perverted old fart (whos actually a girl)
In your mind, you are either:
a) trying to be funny
b) trying to be smart
c) trying to look cool
But in reality, you are either:
a) an idiot
b) a dumbass
c) all of the above
Thats all for today.
See you next time!
Ok, time for l4d!!!!!!
Cos i usually post only to procrasinate from studying or doing homework...
But heck, its a week left to school so i'll post.
Oh and By The Way...
I'm not really into the social network online except for msn and blogger.
Like Netlog, Myspace, flixster, twatter (huhuhuhuhuh), i did use facebook before, but i'm not using it now, so I most probably won't accept friend request or other stuffs.
Anyway,
First of all!
Dear, all the best in taking that paper!
I know you'll get good grades. But if you don't, I just want you to know that...
Its not my fault!
...
And its not your fault either. So don't beat yourself up like you did the last time ok?
I'll be honest here. It hurts me to see you in despair and not being able to help.
Gpa and grades aren't actually that important.
To me it comes third. Money comes second! (Sarcasm)
But the thing that comes the first is that you didn't boast about it. (Either outrightly or in a subtle manner. Lots of my female friends does just that. And they think people can't see through it. Sheesh.)
Anyway, try your best ok!
Oh and I passed my Final Theory Test!
You know, at the end of the test, they'd grade you on the spot, and its either a PASS or a FAIL.
I got a PASS!
But it shouldn't have said PASS.
It should be more like OMGWTFBBQ YOU PASSED, YOUR SOOO GOOD, I'M NOT WORTHY!
But hey! I passed!
(And yes, i'm boasting outright. But its for the greater good you know... Preserve the environment and all that crap. Remember to recycle paper though)
And finally, to you, the perverted old fart (whos actually a girl)
In your mind, you are either:
a) trying to be funny
b) trying to be smart
c) trying to look cool
But in reality, you are either:
a) an idiot
b) a dumbass
c) all of the above
Thats all for today.
See you next time!
Ok, time for l4d!!!!!!
Farren Atlantis Praises The Lord At 1:35 AM
Monday, September 14, 2009
I think its a little too early to say i love you.
I mean, we've only known each other for such a short time, and i don't really know about your family background and neither do you know about mine.
But still, i feel like saying it.
I'm glad we met, thank you for being you.
Farren Atlantis Praises The Lord At 1:19 PM
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Hey ya!
Recently I've been looking through my own blog and found out - Whoa; too wordy! Along with them words are the one sentence post. So I've decided, today I shall make a post with lots of pictures!
Today I've cleaned my hamster cage, vacuumed my room, clean the bedsheets and prepared lunch! But I haven't started HBD revision at all... And its already 7.47pm and the papers tmr!
No motivation...
I went to dig out my parent's wedding photo, their lives are so different from how it is now. And I think they got that way raising me and my sisters. Feel kinda terrible after looking... So I've made up my mind, I'll wanna make them proud.
Oh yeah, i promised pictures!
Recently I've been looking through my own blog and found out - Whoa; too wordy! Along with them words are the one sentence post. So I've decided, today I shall make a post with lots of pictures!
Today I've cleaned my hamster cage, vacuumed my room, clean the bedsheets and prepared lunch! But I haven't started HBD revision at all... And its already 7.47pm and the papers tmr!
No motivation...
I went to dig out my parent's wedding photo, their lives are so different from how it is now. And I think they got that way raising me and my sisters. Feel kinda terrible after looking... So I've made up my mind, I'll wanna make them proud.
Oh yeah, i promised pictures!
These are the bowling trohpies won by my parents. None of them are mine though.
But i do have this ping-pong ball i stole from primary school during badminton training! I faked like i was cleaning the equipment area and...
This is my pole i bought from NTUC. As i grew, so did my weapon collection.
And these are my arrows from archery training. Wonder what i will get next.
These are my stationary i used during primary school. I don't know, but i kinda get attached to things. Refused to let mom throw them away.
This is my marble collection!
My dad used to run a mosaic company. He gave me these cos i was so fascinated at the different patterns. Out of all the stones, the blue ones my favourite. Dad says thats the cheapest. I got mad with him.
These are my 3 jewels. I used to flash a torchlight at one in the deep dark storeroom - makes many rainbow colored stars.The center crystal is my favourite. It was given to me by my parents. I washed it 2 times a day when i was young. But i accidently dropped it while washing and it broke.
Oh yeah! I cried like for a week and my parents gave me the right crystal to make up for the broken one. The slightly red one at the right was bought from Malaysia for $5.
This is my drug dictionary book. I don't like it.
How did i get this? I'm not too sure... just found it in my cupboard.
Heres all my precious stuff! Cos they're all shiny! One of them is a big golden button i pulled out from one of my mom's business jacket. Can you find it?
This is my diary when i was young. It has 3 locks on it! I have another one now, but you can't see that.
These are 2 of my most favourite toys when i was young. I used to play mock battles with them but always made the blue plane win cos i like the color blue.
Heres my collection of books! The middle one is my favourite, it has lots of awesome pictures of the earth. Its a christmas gift from my aunt and costs over a hundred dollars. But i have to admit, i don't really read them - I'd just look at the pictures :/
These are my most precious stuff out of all my items. They may not look valuable, but its given to me from my mom and dad when i was young.
I better get to revision now. Got this feeling of impending doom about my paper tomorrow...
Wish me luck!
Farren Atlantis Praises The Lord At 7:52 PM
Sunday, August 23, 2009
You guys have grown pretty much since you were placed under my care.
Even up to the point where you're almost ashamed of how you were before. Thats the extend of your growth. I'm glad.
Well. Now I won't have much say in your future. You guys need to chart your own directions. Be super sensitive to your surroundings, note and write down changes in people's cultures, the way they dress, and what they believe in.
And from there, find out what you believe in. Its the little skills and habits that life itself teaches you that makes you smart, skilled and efficient. Teachers in schools and parents who guide you, they can only provide the main areas to follow.
If you blindly follow that line, you'll most likely grow up to be someone without skills or memory, but just someone who follows orders... and screws them up.
Its the little skills and habits you pick up that perfects the main lines that your parents, teachers, have taught you. Its these that enables you to adapt to the changing education and the styles of learning more difficult topics. Thats how you stay in the game.
Well, thats my observation.
Now go do yours.
See you when the storms through.
Even up to the point where you're almost ashamed of how you were before. Thats the extend of your growth. I'm glad.
Well. Now I won't have much say in your future. You guys need to chart your own directions. Be super sensitive to your surroundings, note and write down changes in people's cultures, the way they dress, and what they believe in.
And from there, find out what you believe in. Its the little skills and habits that life itself teaches you that makes you smart, skilled and efficient. Teachers in schools and parents who guide you, they can only provide the main areas to follow.
If you blindly follow that line, you'll most likely grow up to be someone without skills or memory, but just someone who follows orders... and screws them up.
Its the little skills and habits you pick up that perfects the main lines that your parents, teachers, have taught you. Its these that enables you to adapt to the changing education and the styles of learning more difficult topics. Thats how you stay in the game.
Well, thats my observation.
Now go do yours.
See you when the storms through.
Farren Atlantis Praises The Lord At 11:30 PM
Friday, August 21, 2009
My aunt keeps taking the toilet roll i placed in the hall to clean the hamster cage!
Farren Atlantis Praises The Lord At 6:03 PM
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
You know, I was thinking...
If everyone in the world were like me, life would be boring.
Cos everyone would want to take over the world. Then, there would be no world to take over.
If everyone in the world were like me, life would be boring.
Cos everyone would want to take over the world. Then, there would be no world to take over.
Because of that, I'm glad everyone is the way they are. I'll try to remember that when i enslave your butts.
Also, there wouldn't be a need for girls. Cos i'd have a robotic lesbian space army, from outer space, at my fingertips.
So screw me.
Err i mean you.
...Back to studying
Farren Atlantis Praises The Lord At 7:55 PM
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